I had a meeting at school yesterday regarding whether or not my ID diploma program will be turned into a BA program (signs are pointing to yes...yay) As I was sitting in the room, surrounded by fellow students I suddenly had a surge or positivity. An "A-Ha" moment I believe Oprah calls them. I know that I am where I am supposed to be, working towards this goal that I want, and surrounded by the right people. I CAN DO THIS. Things are on the right track for me, and even though I tend to get bogged down often with the "holy crap is this right for me"ness, I need to rise above and realize that yes, I am in the right spot. It was the first time in months that I actually felt that way, and it was very refreshing.
Then this morning we had a presentation in front of our studio teacher, and I pitched my ideas for the tea shop I am designing. She loved my store front and had only positive minor improvements to add. I am starting to feel more confident with my ideas and I need to stop playing things so safe, cause I am only getting better at what I do, and isn't that what school is for anyway? It's great, I feel like I might be getting over the hump that has had me down for the past while.